times like this i wish i was in a place where no one can find me
times like this i wish i was not alive
times like this i hate the feeling that is tearing me apart
outside i look as happy as can be but inside right now i am screaming out HELP ME!
i keep pushing people away when they are really just trying to help me.
i feel i am falling back into my old ways..
am i always gonna stay in this emotional state?
why am i like this?
me being like this makes me feel like i want to rap my car around a pole right now.
i think i am really considering rehab for my depression and for this feeling i have.
im considering i maybe bipolar.
maybe i should get away to a center so that no can find me or talk to me….
